Guftugu – A Conversation I had with my heart

My first poem in Hindi Urdu. Every line in the poem is true, hope y’all relate with it.

 

Ehsaas ke mausam badal rahe
Pal me hansi, pal me gila,
Sau lafz kahe, Sau ashq bahe,
Sukoon e dil na ab tak mila….

Iss ore khadi hai wafa baanh failaaye,
Uss ore ki bewafai sitam dhaaye,
Uss Dil me ranjish panap rahi,
Jis dil me mohobbat rahi kabhi haziri jataaye…

Sau lafz kahe, Sau ashq bahe
Sukoon e dil na ab tak mila,
Kabhi khushi mile iss tanhayi me,
Toh Kabhi raftaar pakadta hai shiqayato ka silsila.

Kabhi laga nashe ka daaman thaamlu
Suroor me shayad bewafa ki yaad na aaye
Par kambakht zehan me basi hui yaad usski,
Chilam ki har ek phoonk se gahraati jaaye…

Usski aankho mein jo noor tha,
Karta har gham se dur tha,
Aaghosh me noor ke aagaya,
Shayad yahi mera kusoor tha…

Bekhauf jo dil tha, ab darta har noor se,
Jiss tez roshni ne har baar hai tujhko chhala,
Sau lafz kahe, sau ashq bahe
Sukoon e dil na ab tak mila

Jo beet gya usey bhul ja, Ae dil,
Aate lamhe ki raah nihaar,
Sau baar beshaq toda dil ussne,
Ek dafa phir karle tu aitbaar…

Haan ishq jo maine karliya,
Tujhe gham ke hawaale kardiya,
Dhundhunga marham tere dard ka bhi,
Hakeem ka pata maine karliya…

Ilaaj-e-ishq poochha jo hakeem se,
Dawa ke naam par zehar mila,
Sau lafz kahe, sau ashq bahe,
Sukoon e dil na ab tak mila…

Kabhi khushi mile iss tanhayi me,
Toh Kabhi raftaar pakadta hai shiqayato ka silsila,
Sau lafz kahe, sau ashq bahe
Sukoon e dil na ab tak mila…